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Showing posts with label art. Show all posts
Showing posts with label art. Show all posts

Sunday, 13 November 2011

There's nowt as queer as folks...

This past week has been feckin' awful challenging in many respects.

Some twats enlightened people on my course decided they would play up during a presentation a fellow student, (who's also my good friend), and I were delivering about the treatment of depression.

She wrote a note to him saying she was stupid bored and wanted to go out for a skive smoke.   They smirked and giggled, passing notes...

I was watching the audience to gauge their reactions to what we were saying, but failed to notice them, but their behaviour was brought to my attention during a break by my friend, who had seen it all.  

In the cafe I tried to tackle him about his bad behaviour, when he came to sit next to me and bore me with tell me tales of his own abusive childhood again and again, ad nauseum.

When we returned to the class-room after the break, they chose to come back ten minutes later than everyone else.   The tutors tackled the group on this, without naming and shaming.

I was very sad hopping mad livid.
She asked me for a lift home afterwards.   This has been a pretty usual occurrence for us, as I take pity on her and we are travelling pretty much the same journey home...   No skin off my nose.   I could scarcely be civil to her all the way home.   I was furious and barely holding back my anger.

I know that, in the scheme of things, this whole episode amounts to little more than a hill of beans. 

I know that there are worse things happening in the world, even in our enchanted Blogworld, concerning those we love.

I know I should rise above it, not rise to their bait in a game of one-upmanship and competitiveness because they both are, of course, perfect and self-aware.   They are going to make shit great therapists with their attitudes!

I am angry with these people for how they behaved and treated me and my friend this week.   I am appalled at their lack of respect and childish collusion.

I think I am, in the very bottom of my heart, just sad...



On Saturday I attended a crochet workshop, to do something creative and have a little fun, rather than just work, work, work on my counselling course.

I had fun. 

In other news, some other shit also hit the fan also not so very nice things happened this week.

...I might take my new crochet hooks into college this week.

It turns out that I am so crapilola at crochet, that I might just find another use for them!





Monday, 16 May 2011

Conundrum...



I am setting up such a store of hope for myself,
And some sadness.

I hear myself make promises I cannot keep,
I know not why I say the words...

I think I am more self-aware these days,
The flow of years can help so much.

And yet, I find I cannot dare to voice,
Just what I really fear, and why?





Painting:   The Conundrum of Wrath - Artist:   Laurie McClave  HER WEBSITE

Monday, 9 February 2009

Camille Claudel, Muse and Legend - An Heroic Life?

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Once again, mes braves, I am staying with the heroes and heroines in our lives thematic approach... This is Hera above.

The theme of what constitutes heroes and heroines, and who are our heroes, might be something I choose to return to from time to time... Hope you're okay with that? And my apologies in advance as this is a little long today, so I have decided to save half until tomorrow - The pictures, I think, make it appear longer, in any case...

It seems to me that in our history, we had some everyday heroes, such as Nelson, and perhaps Churchill - because the media and press weren't so much 'in our face' as they are today. It was easier to control the media then when there was less of it... When news and information, gossip and rumour, could not be found at the click of a mousie! At those points in history, it might have been easier to have held people closer to our hearts, to have plucked their image from a news sheet, and pasted it into an album, their thoughts and deeds keeping us warm on wintry evenings, simply because we didn't know all that there was to know about them...

Once we know their flaws, their Achilles' Heels - That they bite their toenails, for example, how easy is it then to hold their better deeds close to our hearts?

In this vein, I do not include those personal heroes, those who are known and much loved to us - The people I am loving you telling us about - Your mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, courageous friends and wonderful acquaintances...

Back to the ramble - and wasn't it the proud and imperious Mr Darcy, channelled by Jane Austen, who said:

"My good opinion once lost, is lost forever... "

I quoted from Protege's comments yesterday, and do so once again today. She said, "Those who maintain...who can achieve what they wanted, whatever it is, just by keeping at it...it's so rare".

This could sum up my artistic heroine, Camille Claudel, almost entirely...Photobucket


Photobucket You may, or may not be aware, but Camille's story has been more or less hidden in the clay-spattered aprons of time... Perhaps her family wanted it that way... Camille was born, close to my own birthday in fact - I hadn't recalled that before now, on 8 December 1864, and was the older sister of the French poet and diplomat, Paul Claudel.

Camille was said to be entranced by stone and soil as a child... At this point, I'm dipping my head and entering the low stone portal of the Goddess Wiki, where else??! "as a young woman she studied with sculptor, Alfred Boucher. (At the time, the École des Beaux-Arts barred women from enrolling to study.)" Aah, did it now..., why am I not suprised?

"In 1882, Claudel rented a workshop with other young women, who were mostly English, including Jessie Lipscomb. In 1883, Camille met Auguste Rodin, who taught sculpture" to developing young talents in his studio in Paris.

Photobucket In or around 1884, Camille began to work alongside Rodin, learning from him and perhaps teaching him some things. ~ For years she merited his attentions, she was his muse, his confidante and his lover. Rodin, of course, was all this time married to Rose Beuret, mother of his son.

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There are all kinds of rumours about Camille - That she had two children with Rodin. She had an accident in which she lost his child... She had to terminate a pregnancy of his child...
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No-one can be certain, and records have been misted over with cobwebs and probably sources have been tampered with by well-meaning friends and relatives - Who among us really knows what passes between two lovers?

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And wasn't it Charlotte Bronte herself who threw sister Emily's second novel into the flames of the fire in the parlour in Haworth?!

Photobucket Camille's family never came to terms with her indiscretion, nor her love of a profession which was not entirely deemed seemly for one of her station in life... In 1892, Claudel ended her relationship with Rodin, although they saw one another regularly until 1898.

In 1903, she merited a headline exhibition at one of the famed Parisian salons... She was Rodin's muse, and influenced, to my mind, softened elements of his art and sculpture... She was a very talented sculptress in her own right; The famous art critic Octave Mirbeau wrote she was "A revolt against nature: a woman genius".
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"Her early work is similar to Rodin's in spirit, but shows an imagination and lyricism quite her own, particularly in the famous Bronze Waltz (1893). The Age of Maturity (1900), whilst interpreted by her brother as a powerful allegory of her break with Rodin, with one figure The Implorer that was produced as an edition of its own, has also been interpreted in a less purely autobiographical" way, as a powerful testament to pain, suffering and longing. The lone figure outstretches her arms, beseeching someone out of vision to enfold her, to love her...

Photobucket Camille came to Rodin's studio when he was working on the famous, Gates of Hell and The Burghers of Calais. She is probably the model used for the three female forms at the top of the gates. "The two artists had a mutual influence on one another; her Jeune Fille à la Gerbe of 1887 was a precursor of Rodin’s Galatea, and the Three Female Fauns are the inspiration for the female figures Claudel’s La Vague".

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Sunday, 18 January 2009

Film Alphabet Soup

Something light for today, just right for a Sunday afternoon. How better to spend part of Sunday than tucked up on the sofa watching your 'feelgood' or as I like to think of them, 'comfort' films, or movies?

This is another Meme, plucked from a plethora of blogs I've noticed.

The idea being that you pick your favorite film for each letter of the alphabet.

The rules are, (but I think I broke them), that you ignore all articles ("a", "an", "the", "le", "la", "les", "der", "die", "das", "il", "gli", "el", etc.), unless the entire title of the film consists only of those articles, or the word, as used in the title, is not an article, e.g. the word 'Die' in Die Hard would only be an article if the movie had been in German. In the rest of the title, ignore additionally such words as: "and", "&", "in", "of".

If such words are included, use the next word in the title for sorting.

I also chose more than one film - I have never been one for rules, if I can bend them safely, or without anyone finding out...

Go ahead, it isn't easy, have a go! Enjoy!

PhotobucketAmelie

(and for the HORROR schtick all the Alien movies! Photobucket

Got to love Sigourney Weaver!)

b-runner Pictures, Images and Photos

Blade Runner (and Black Hawk Down, both Ridley Scott)

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Camille Claudel

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(Mrs) Dalloway (!)

Eat Drink Man Woman (Ang Lee)

Fargo

Gosford Park

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His Girl Friday (also Howards End)

huckabees Pictures, Images and Photos

I Heart Huckabees

Jamon, jamon

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(Der) Krieger und die Kaiserin (Tom Tykwer) (There are masses of Bollywood movies which start with 'K', did you know that?!)

Little Miss Sunshine

Mr Blandings Builds His Dream House (and, for Christmas viewing, Mousehunt)

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North by Northwest

Orlando

Persuasion, oh and Practical Magic, of course, oh and The Piano, how could I forget!

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36 Quai des Orfevres (Depardieu and Auteuil, who could ask for more?)

Rebecca (and in French, Romuauld et Juliette, again with Auteuil)
Daniel Auteuil Pictures, Images and Photos

Sense and Sensibility (and Singin' In The Rain for any Sunday afternoon!)

The Draughtsman's Contract (and actually Tremors!)tremors Pictures, Images and Photos

Unbreakable

volver Pictures, Images and Photos

Volver (but I just watched this for the first time earlier this week, and I love Pedro Almodóvar, but coming first is Les Vacances de Monsieur Hulot!)
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Wim Wenders' Wings of Desire (and for the enchanting colours, good for grieving, I found, What Dreams May Come)what dreams may come Pictures, Images and Photos

X-Men (hey, this isn't easy!)

You've Got Mail

PhotobucketZelig

(but also Zulu for my dad!)

Something I wrote earlier...

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